The title so make sense. Seeeeee
Its April, and there was a windy, terrifying storm all day...
and next month is my birthday XD its so coool, i get to be 21!! :c but not be able to drink till June :\

anyways, School is a life, or was it the other way around?
I'm running on chocolate adrenaline, after all day eating it. I'm having a blast in my classes, I only go to school three days of the week, and be lazy the rest of the week.
My boy is acting better with me XD err I mean, my relationship has turn for the better. I just have to wait about 2 months to see him all the time XD

i keep getting interrupted from finishing this simple journal XD

anyways....

*dances the night away*

IS BACK AND READY FOR MORE

ookay hi.

Sorry I've away long. Been going through some hard times...and again going through hard times. but stepping away from the graph, life has gotten the best of it is out of the month. ...even if it iiiiis the first XD

wow Im so in so much trouble. I is piled up in hw, I has a midterm I should be working on, and I has art stuff I want to upload. Most of it is photographs but its like from months ago. Wish I could do like folder uploads and organize them later. >< its so much. and every time I go out of my room I get like over 100 pictures, and that's not exasperating. my record so far is 756 pictures in one day. and thats only because my battery died.

well, I do have the rest of my time here on deviant to settle down. I was kinda bewildered about the number of favs I got last night. Its like a miracle or something.

Thank you my friends. I appreciate all your love.

on a side note, I did see some of you save the photos to manipulate. Thats going to be so awesome. Could you do me the favor and send me a link of what you've accomplished? I can't wait to see your masterpieces.

Oh, going back a bit. Love is just awesome, even if I don't fully understand it yet. Its just like, one of those immortal feelings anyone can achieve. Yes there are times it could make you to go mad, or even twist inside and burn. but the reality of it being in your arms, at your lips, in each other's heart beat, is heaven on earth.

I thank my sunshine today, with all my love.

Mucho Love
AmaltheaTwin

How was everybody's new years? has the year been treating you right?

who can believe me when i say life can change in less than a month?

The rest of this journal is gonna be a rant. you can skip and go back to what you were doing before.

its just a rant, honest

okay fine

I've warned ya.

*sigh* okay you win


no we didn't have a fight, I had a fight with meself at the beginning of the year. I was lost in my world of enjoyment. I mean, I was blinding myself and forgetting to live. I wonder, if I hadn't broken down there, would we be as strong as we are now? would he have found out? would he still had helped me?

*sigh* me and my middle thoughts, while he has middle answers. its so funny sometimes. I guess what I have is annoyance of indecisiveness. ...[i spelled that right?]
I'm also afraid of being forgotten. I guess I'm just too needy for my own good.

I dunno how to be for a romantic crazy purple lady

its only the 4th week of school and I'm already in the need of a vacation. actually, I'm leaving this weekend. [kinda sucky now cus I just started getting the hang of deviant art again~] I'll be back for school of course. I feel really nervous about this road trip. Its 6hrs driving on my own. I mean, both end goals are great, I get to see my love for his birthday weekend, and be back with my family in the end. but it still kinda scary how life is at this point

i mean...well. we have like almost 5months...and we've slept together accidentally before...and I don't know the rules on relationships... I know its up to us to decide wat's wrong etc. We both feel oright about it..the idea that is.. but idk. its kinda like a big step for me...it feels big. of course my parents are little concerned. mom more about me being alone on the road that long.

I guess logic and emotions are always in a fight. like cyan-king said. We don't always have to be in control all the time, its alright to cry once in awhile. Sometimes through tears, you can find yourself.

Hopefully I'll get enough time to upload a few works. School is straining my sleep cycle @.@


weeee i get to see my sunshine XD
kay
mucho love
~Ginya

Hey look. its been forever since I changed my view on life.

I can't believe I went and ruin a day with my love. We had a rocky start, perhaps close to destruction, but we made it alive. We've spent days reading, playing video games, laughing, being with each other..and Now I've RuiNED IT! I kept telling myself I didnt want to do it. I didnt want to drop and cry for my silly emotions. I dont need them, they cloud judgement. Following the heart can lead to dangerous paths. blinded by love
I thought I was dead-in-love. Now Im not sure of who I am when I wake up. I scare myself, of what I can do with the power I'm mastering. I didnt know it would lead to twists in life, or that I would go crazy thinking day-in day-out about my love. I serisouly did not want to cry, but I felt like I had to. I didnt want to whine of my features, but I did. I trust him so much, I have created this false fear of losing him the next time he goes away. I really want this relationship to last, I do. I wish I could know if he trusts me, what he thinks, what is he doing.
We know its offical. our familys know. our close friends know. but i feel like he doesnt really care, well sometimes.

I'll come back to this later...cant think no more